من و جنون های بی گاهم...

هرزنویس هایی بر کف دستم

من و جنون های بی گاهم...

هرزنویس هایی بر کف دستم

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daashtam ahang goosh mikaradam didam ritme saaz daare too zehnam haak mishe.cheshmaam khiss shod vali naaraahat naaboodam.moosighi donyaye ajibie man aasheghe afsaanehaaye unaanihaa dar morede moosighi hastam.midoonam vaagheee nistan vali tahe delam aarezoo mikonam hamin tori moosighi khaalgh shode baashe.az sedaye vialon va santoor va piano kheily khosham miaad.shifteye moosighie sharghiam.be nazar man zaboone moosighi az zaboone maa ensaanhaa kaameltare vali darighaa...bye

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daashtam doa mikaradam ke dobare bache besham.beram khaak baazi konam.aadamk baazi...bachegi kheili ghashnge...dobaare masoom besham...dige dardi nadashtam...darde tanhaaiee...eshgh...kine...doroogh...lanat be man va oonche az khodam saakhtam
chera kenare in hame kaasifi noori mibinam?...chi mishod age faghat yaa khoobi bood ya badi
khodaa emtehane sakhti baramoon tarh karde...vali natijeye oon chizi nemishe ke maa entezar daarim
ki gofte too behesht be har mardi chandtaa hoori midan vali ye zan bayad be shoharesh vafadaar baashe? ki gofte behesht ye baaghe? man migam jaaiee ke rooham aaroom mishe.aaroom az gonah shahvat tars neirang va har chize dige.in mano omidvaar mikone

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be donbaale delam dar daroonam migardam.migan too ghafaseye sinam gharaar dare.vali vaghti shekaaftamesh faghat ye tike gooshte tapande didam.in ghalbe mane? na in nist.chand hezaare mardom eshtebaahi donbaalesh gashtan.ye moghe migoftan rie mahale ghalbemoone.onaa ham eshtebaah mikaradan.shayad too sarame.saramo shekoondam vali oonjaa ham chizaye dige bood ella ghalbam.shayad ghalb nadarm.vali na man ehsaas daaram.oono hess mikonam.shayad kasi bordatesh vali baazam na man ke aashegh nashodam.kasi nemidoone ghalbam kojaast? ...raasti bebakhshid...salam...bye


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havas kardam ye poste dige bezaaram.alan tatilaate mian terem man az bikaari nemidoonam chi kaar konam.kheili az doostam raftan mosaaferat.haalo hosele nadaram groohi baa doostam beram biroon.az aval be tanhaiee okht peidaa kardam.bishtar too khodam foroo miram.yade gozashte mikonam.hanooz ziaad omr nakardam vali in saalhaa roo doosham sangini mikone.khataaham...eshtebaahaatam...gonaahaam...bachegihaam...

bachegihaamo mitoonam faramoosh konam.khataahaamo ham hamintor.vali gonaahaamoo chi konam?

alaan biroonam baram maani nemide.faghat be daakhelam miresam.daakhelam sedaahaaiee miad...sedaye jigh gerye khande shivan ghahghahe faryad...

bem goftan in sedaahaa baa ye jighe bi sedaa shoroo shod...

man omidvaram be vaghtesh basokoot tamoom she...


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salam.aslan nemidoonam kasi harf hamo mishnave ya mikhoone.baram mohem nist man faghat ye jaiee ro mikhaam ke benevisam.jaiee ke kasi azam irad nagir ke chera masaln faarsi baa horoofe engelisi minevisam.ki hastam chi hastam. mohem nist.man faghat khodamam vali dalil nemishe yek nafar baasham.daaneshjoo hastamesmama mohem nist.sarkhorde nistam.baa maamaanam ghahr nakardam ke az naaraahati biam blog bezanam yaa beram raper besham.too eshgh shekast nakhordam ke begam oomadam dardodel konam chon aslan taahaalaa aashegh nashdam.mohem nist kojaa zendegi mikonam chon delem hezaar jaa mire gaahi zood barmigarde gaahi dir vali ghaalam nemizaare.alaan saat ...nemidoonam chane .nemikhaam be gooshe manitor negaah konam...mohem ine ke dir vaghte.shab ro doost daram.chon dar moredesh bi ensaafi shode.hame migan shab ke biaad badesh rooz miaad va khoshhaal mishan.kasi nemige rooz ke oomad badesh shab miaad va khoshhaal beshan.cheshmhaa raa bayad shost joore digar bayad did...

shab be kheir.